SORRY

Just another chance to let you down

Another opportunity.

Typical of you to be the one forgiving

All my faults and shortcomings.

And you’re feeling confrontation is a means of control when you’re slipping through the cracks.

I understand just how you’d feel, If I were dealing with me.

A single word that can be said.

The rest just doesn’t sound as good outside my head.

The mumbled noises aren’t so clear.

Be quiet, stay down, and all the problems will disappear.

I’m bruised, so sore, and cuts too deep

My shirts stained red and my head it aches

You mean everything to me.

Even with the problems I foresee.

My eyes are sore from all the tears.

Forgive me love, but this you need to hear

Just another chance to beat me down another opportunity

Typical of you to be the one throwing another punch at me

And you’re feeling confrontation is a means of control when you’re slipping through the cracks.

But not again, not today, this all ends right here.

I’m so sorry

When I said

I’d love you like none.

I’m so sorry

To myself

To let this go on